♥/shuzhen

2010-04-30T19:41:00.007+09:00

Hello beautifuls :)

Its been long~ since i blogged :P Been advised to switch to tumblr, but its of no point, still not gonna update. My studies is like the rain, it always go down, never goes up :) I scored 0 :) I find no point to study, once the teacher opens he/r mouth, i'll be off to lalaland~ Besides my studies, my life has been great :D Been spending time w these babes, aysiqin, farhah, siti :) (L) Instead of beer, i drown my sorrows in them :> Been staying out, home is not one place i wanna be. No longer feels like a home, its just a place for me to sleep till i turn 21. Though some guys have lower IQ, their EQ is so much higher than those self proclaim 'genius'. They are good listeners. Please, so what if you're smart, you can't socialise, your intelligence is of no use. Willed myself to stay home and study since its just the coming tuesday :O I actually thought it still was about a month's time. Listening to music while i blog, it calms me :) & this bitch has be disturbing me everytime online. & when his happy he'll text me, wow i wonder if i should feel hourned? Fucker treats me like his girlf, its so uncomfortable. Sorry to dissapoint, but i only have eyes for him :D Many x10 pictures for you :) Realise, i didn't take any pictures w 7823's guys, no group photo too :O Should do so :) I want a 7823 outing, hope by then we'll all have our loves and bring them along, it'll be cool if so many people are able to do so :) Don't think i'll be blogging often, follow me on twitter :) www.twitter.com/chanshuzhen

2010-01-21T18:31:00.003+09:00

Kinda loving school, heh. Though i know some teachers are _____& the schedule is so damn hectic. Gaah, looking forward to the weekend, for no apparent reason, heh. Havent been talking to some people since agesssssssssssssss man, damnit. Heh. Ohoh, & i saw RuiYi just now :D Has been longgggggggg since i saw her. Amirah has great gossip ^^ Heh. Wanna quit netball, to join floorball, the team& game is so cool :) & i bought my new year clothes ready, cupboards coming tmr, yeah~! Guys from boys school are so ___ (: God, & you know what? I scored 0/14 for my chinese spelling, wondeful eh? & in return, i get to write it 880 times! Wow!
Have not re-linked/ linked anybody yet : Lazyness, heh. Ohya Tags too :P
I'm missing Clarke Quey. My life is just awesome.
December vacation seemed to be the period where i seemed the happiest, everybody spending time tgt, thats all i ask for all, seems too hard eh?
I wanna happy family, where everybody would sit tgt& have dinner tgt, is that too much to ask? Coming back real late, why? WORK. Wow, so now WORK is more important then family eh? To add on to this greatness, i get treated like a piece of shit, why? Cause he's a guy? Wonderful logical explaination! Whatever man, i'm gonna bear with it for a little while more, when i turn 18/ 21, or whatever is the legal age, i'll move out, migrated to the States, make it big, and not return. :D Fabulosity <3

2010-01-06T18:08:00.002+09:00

School's just re-opened just 3 days ago, but it felt like i've been there studying for years already, sigh. Sec 3 level of stress is so damn high, though its the first week, the level of stress is already so damn high, ugh. Imagine what it would be like if i am in sec 4, god. I need some help. The school days end later, & to add on to those, i still have extra class& cca everyday excluding monday, goodnessssssss. : HELP, but i'm soooo not gonna cave in& become the old me again, heh, sounds crappy eh? So, i'm gonna hand in everything, do everything, hand in everything, cause thats my new year resolution :p But studies aside, some part of my classmates are cool, hope we'll get along well :D Can't wait to spend the next 2 years w you guys :)) Oh, can't wait for hols to start soon too! ^^ Btw, don't think i'll be blogging much, knowing how lazy i am, heh. So if you really miss me, follow me on twitter, www.twitter.com/chanshuzhen , but don't stalk me ;) many loves <3

2009-12-31T12:14:00.002+09:00

I miss my hair :( But i love my hair now too, heh.
Last day of the year, wow, time really flies :C Gotta treasure every moment you have before its gone. Anw, i've not made any new year resoloutions, yet :P Hmm, gotta work hard. Anw Happy advanced New year :D Forget the past, look forward to the future :) Hope it'll be a better/ good year for you :D Many Loves <3
Ohoh, the previous post, firgure it out yet? Heh, Aishah knows ^^

2009-12-30T11:57:00.005+09:00

Hong Kong was a blast!:) It was around 10 deg their, but its around 30 deg here, ==. So now currently i sweating non-stop, i've not adapted to the temp here yet :P Anws, we stayed at Disneyland Hotel, & when to Disneyland for 2 days straight, & i LOVE the fire works& snow. If you were their, i'm sure it'll dazzle you, making you at a lost for words. Oh, i spend Christmas their too, LOVE. But i missed the Christmas Party they held back here :( But no worries, we partied hard there too, heh. We then moved to Harbour Plaza 8 Degrees, the design was followed after Italy Leaning Tower of Pisa, which resulted in many of us becoming nausea ==. Once checked in, we then reliease, no offence, but the room was darn small, even the suite. We toured alot around there, but they all seem too familiar, why? I've been their before. Ohoh, when we went to see the big Buddha up high into the sky, on the hill/ mountain, we had to take the cable car up, which was fucking scary, b'cause i'm afraid of heights. & to make matters worst, the guys kept on moving in the cabin, making it shake -'- Otw up, we saw a guy taking the crystal cabin, and he was lying on the fucking ground, GOD. That is fucking scary, but once we reached up there, i calmed down alot. The view was beautiful. Oh, we had the welcome drink at the cafe, they said no alchoholic drinks were allowed, but we could order beer ==. So we decided order beer& fruit punch, no cocktail :( Then for the rest of the trips, we walked loadssssssssssss, so now, i feeling vvv shagged : But i still love the trip. & among the 3 trips, i feel Phuket was the most relaxing, all we did was suntanned on the beach, soaked in the pool& went for massage :D & once tired we would return to our room& sleep~ heh, & Hong Kong hmm, walked alot, some buildings were quite old, while some were new, but they have one thing in common, they both are small. :P Ho Chi Minh, well was a total new experience. LOVES :D (These are some of the Hong Kong Pictures, more to come babe (:)
The following stuffs i'm gonna write, is kinda random heh. We made the code names whilst on the trip, so we can talk about it infront of the adults w/o them finding out ^^ If you'ree smart enough, you'll be able to decode them ;) Tell me when you figure it out alright? :D Heh, its vvvvvvvvvvvvvv simple.
On a bumby bus.
Boy1: Ouch, my sago is hurt like hell!
Girl1: Why? You wearing boxers?
Boy: Hell yeah, how do you expect my pen 15 to enlarge.
Girl2: Would you guys shut the hell up, my stomachs cramp.
Boy2: Why? Didn't ____ pen 15 enter your v-spot?
Boy1: But _____ tadpoles are not lucky enough to eat her hardboiled egg.
Hahah, okay. I know is kinda sick :P.

2009-12-22T11:31:00.005+09:00

Heyhey, back from my vacations (: Missed me? Heh, Ho Chi Minh& Phuket were superb :D Many hot caucasian guys too :P Toured w some of them ^^ heheh, Don't really know how to express my trips on words, so i'll use pictures C: Oh, i can't wait for tmr ^^ & Thursday too, i'm leaving for Hong Kong, i know you'll miss me, heh. Oh, those are just some of the photos, would upload more if they pass it to me :D

2009-12-03T11:26:00.004+09:00

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Happy Early Birthday Babe!(: Sorry i can't spend your it w you :( Anw, thanks for everything, oh & your one year older, so don't be so spastic kay? Hahah, jk. Though we've irriated each other in the past, we managed to put aside those, & continue being friends (: Ilove the way we drool over hot guys, hahah, rmb the occasion when we stalked the hot guy at tampines, heh, looking forward to more of those hehe ^^We have been friends for almost 2 years ready :O Thats longgggggg, I know you love me, heh. & next year, we're gonna be in the same class, it'll be a blast! (: Rosy's Farhah Amni, Happy Birthday!(: Last long babe ;D xoxo

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ChanJyunJi! (JJ) Sorry i can't spend your first birthday w you :( Anw, even though you've only been in my life for less then a year, i have already loveeeeeeeee you to the extent that w/o you in my life, i'll feel empty :/ Though i doubt you'll be able to read it till your much older, i'm still gonna say it. When i first met you, my heart melted as i've never seen such an adorable baby like you. A baby like you is one in a million, who goes around touching people's butt? You Do (: & that trip to Marina Barrage, I had alot of fun just 3 of us sitting down having a picnic, and you trying to sink your tiny teeth into my apple though you have one for yourself, heh.(: Guys make my heart melt, well because they're hot, heh. But you, your little actions make my heart melt even more, from you opening your book upside down just because you can't open it the right way up, ==, you loving to 'pretend' your gonna fall, when we reach there, you stand up right & walk away while chuckling at our worried expression, hahah, & you need to sit down before you can 'boogie to the music', because, while standing you can't balance yourself well enough to dance, heheh, you trying to climb onto our legs though you're not even the height of our waist, hahah. All these little actions will be etched into my memories forever, & I look forward to more of those :D I can't wait for the future when your old enough to talk, & the 3 of us would hangout tgt like the bestoffriends (: Anw, Happy 1st Birthday Baby Cousy, ILOVEYOU(:

2009-11-25T10:05:00.005+09:00

Gosh, i've not posted for like idk how long, why? ITS JUST TOO TIRING :P Well, the past week(s) have been, fun ican't really rmb, oh & brother left& came back from Perth already, he bought me shutters ^^, which are kinda different from S'pore :D. Time flies, its already the end of November :O, & i've not found a job at all, but i'm not gonna already, cause in 10 days, i'll be leaving for Ho Chi Minh :D, can't wait. Monday, celebrated Farhah Amni's birthday, hahah, fun smashing cream all over her face, heh. Sorry babe, can't celebrate w you on the actual date :P But i know you'll miss me eh? ^^ heh, oh i'll be missing JJ's birhday too :( gah. Oh, & for this food fair, i actually when there, TWICE. Still bought many many food on the second trip, actual, its more :P. Screw coach man, what is w that stupid theory of yours? Wanting us to train in the noon :@ We are bound to get heat stroke, & will you pay for the medical bills? I don't think so. Urgh, damnit. Anw on a lighter side, i'll be leaving the country soon ^^ woo~! heh. Fyi, the pictures have total no link to this post :P They are random stuffs, which i felt like posting to make the post more LIVELY, heh.

2009-11-13T14:44:00.004+09:00

2/2 '09

Gosh, 1 year has just flew pass :( Believe it or not, i'm gonna miss 2/2 '09. Minus some people, heh. Though they act immature in class :P at yesterday class bbq, we had a blast tgt :D Gaah, yesterday when i left, i felt a pang of sadness as the thought about us not being in the same class floated into my mind D: Gaaaah, i'm gonna miss them truckloads :/ I can't belive i'm gonna say this but,

I LOVE 2/2 '09

I've been bottling it up inside of me for a V long time, but if i continue to do so, i swear i'm gonna sufer internal injuries. C'mon lah please why do you bitch about me? I've seriously had enough kay. I tried to change, but you still continue, you think i've nothing to say about you? I bottled it all up in me b'cause i don't want to hurt a friend, but sorry i've really gotta blurt it out now cause i really can't stand all this anymore. When other ppl say stuffs then you don't like, you would not tell them or hurt them in their face, but you do so to me. But i don't treat you that why, cause i know it hurts, but why do you always do this to me? It hurts. ALOT. Please change~ Thank You. I'm sorry if this hurts.

2009-11-11T14:57:00.003+09:00

EXPRESS 4 ! :D

Yeahhhhhhh (: haha

2009-11-06T10:42:00.003+09:00

I'm lazy to post, cause i'm just darn lazy :P So i've uploaded pictures, & there's more to come ^^ Friday i wathced 'My Sister's Keeper' , its a touching show, but i didn't cry :P Not because i'm emotionless BUT because i've seen this kind of shows/ story happen many time, hehe. Oh, & I've done quite alot this week? I think, weekend was a BLAST! Oh, & i love Halloween ^* Heheh, Its already the end of the first week of hols :O Time flies :( I hope i'll grow fitter/ slimer this November, since i have training 3 times a week ._. It seriously is killing me :@ But i have programes lined up ^^, i can't wait for the streaming results to be released, i do hope i get into 4 :$ December, come quick pls, i can't wait to fly the whole month ^^ :D But why is it always me who find the details & plan the trip huh? You guys are going too, but your just leave it all to me, & when the itenary is not up to your standard/ the way you desired it to me, you come scolding me, what the fuck is wrong w you man? At least i bothered trying to plan it, did you? :@

Live life to the fullest, no point regreting about it, cause once done, it can never be undone.

2009-10-29T14:38:00.002+09:00

I hate 2/2, but more specifically XINYUAN & EDEN! C'mon, inter-class games is suppose to be fun, but do you think anybody had? Xinyuan, you played almost all rounds your reasons is that you play to win. What fuck is that? This games are organise to let people have fun and to enable us to bond w our classmates, but sad to say, it did the total opposite. You chose to whom you like and left the rest aside, & yes i'm complaining the way you do stuffs is totally unfair. Who the fuck do you think you are man? Everybody has to listen to you? Haha, funny eh? Let me give you a reality check, the way you handle stuff is sucky, you make people want to avoid you, want to hate you, stop that fucking attitude. & i know that i do not do stuffs perfectly, but at least i admit it and when handling stuffs, i will consider about how others feel when doing so, but you don't. Eden, that fat bitch, "i want to play". C'mon, who do you think you are? Everybody has to listen to you? Please man, look in the mirror & reflect, change for God's sake, please. You totally suck big time, & that attitude of yours too, fyi, it is not only me who feels so. Change. I swear man, if i hate you, i'm sure to make your life like hell, or even worse then hell. Trust me, i'll do it. I know i'm not oh-so-perfect, but i'm willingly to change for the better, & i know this post is seriously hurting/ insulting, but this are my real feelings, if you can stand it, kindly leave your comments to yourself and fuck off, thank you.

2009-10-28T15:03:00.006+09:00

I'm getting lazier to blog :P Pass few days i've been out i think, and i made an amazing discovery, hehe. & saw many dead stufss too :S Compared to the pass few days tiredness and warmth, today morining is still the WORST. We went to sungei buloh, & saw a monitor lizard eating a snake :0 somehow, the immature people were so interest w ithe other monitor lizard even though we saw many monitor lizards ==. We didn't tell them about the lizard eating the snake, cause they were bound to make a big fuss out of it. We walked ALOT. Because of who? Keep on walking non-stop.We then headed to aero tech farm, even though its a farm, it was wayyyyy worse then the nature walk. The heat was seriously killing me :X Then we rest, then we headed back. & currently, my legs are like jelly because of all the trainings/ runs/ walks contiunuosly i had. Here are some pictures, rest are w the rest :P

2009-10-21T16:04:00.005+09:00

Poem of the Day
The more you study, the more you know.
The more you know, the more you forget.
The more you forget, the less you know.

SO WHY STUDY?!

Damnit man, i flunk my subjects? :( I'm seriously scared i flunk my english too D: I've never been so dissapointed man, i study really really hard and this are my results, it is seriously as good as not study :S Fuck it real hard man, -'-. Aargh! Darnit.

2009-10-14T15:23:00.003+09:00

I'm going mia for this exams, wish me luck?(: More pictures soon to come ^^

& i pass my math, woo-hoo! HongKong here i come :D

I've been mugging for this pass few days, so i'll ren a little while more, mug more, & i'm free C:

Ohya, & you! You tio daiji w her now, i confirm you, i slap you. I swear. Just wait to friday eh.

If you're bored, call me ^^ Heheh. SATURDAY SATURDAY!

SCREW YOU, FUGLY MONKEY FACE NO BRAIN BITCH -'-

2009-10-08T19:06:00.003+09:00

My spilt ice-cream.

2009-10-06T17:51:00.003+09:00

2009-10-02T20:24:00.002+09:00

Hi, guess who i am :D.
I SAW CSZ TODAY .
kay,lmao.
this post is random.
guess who :P

luv, :P
lets meet someday okay!

2009-10-02T19:51:00.006+09:00

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Thats the past& present of ONGRUIYI! Chio bo? ^^ She changed alot okay, wanna jio her? Thats me& Jiayi (i look fuck don't critizise kay?) She's my sister ^^ Jealous?

2009-10-02T18:46:00.003+09:00

Those are the Hari Raya pictures.Thursday, i kinda forgot what happen, stm. Homed w Aishah, was suppose to go straight home, but Leon& co wanted to meet so i went to his block to meet them, in the end they 'welcomed' me w shooting jellys at me ==, stupid. Today, had extra class which was so fuck uh, screw that ass who chose this day man, today friday ley. Get a life uh, then because of that, i have to cancel the plans i made -'- Fucker, then i left for fish& co at e!hub, w people :P 4 of us, Aishah, Farhah, Bernice, sat ourselves then the others one table. It was as though we were not there. They talked really loud, and it was majorly embarassing :O Then i saw the zarbo on top ^^ (other post) She chio ley :D No offence, but there teacher's were so fuck man :X & she changed alot man :O But i still LOVELOVELOVE her :D & the one w us in specs, its in the pass, i look so fuck. then otw back, i saw Avirl, lao pa's dream girl, and Rachel Ong ^^ Then class, was fucking boring uh :S it loss me when we were about half way thru so yar. Wait let me saw something, I HATE EDENNEOXUEQING, THE MOTHER FUCKER -'-. If you don't want me to bitch you like the way i do to her, then don't treat me like i piece of shit. Thank God that they weren't able to come down, if not i swear you'll be DEAD by now, trust me. I mean my words. So what if your at boxer? You think you can over-power 10-15 guys? No way man, so watch your fucking mouth. Btw, the person i'm talking about is NOT the above fucker i mentioned, its another.

2009-09-30T17:30:00.002+09:00

This post will be short& sweet, like me. Heheh, joking :p
Yesterday i had fun at Ramen ten! ^^ But it was a bomb man, 6 of us about $60 :O Thats like daylight roberry :P & hope i didn't screw my papers man, if i do, bye bye to Hong Kong D:
Today, d&t i 'm finishing my artifact! :D Going out later again^^ yeah baby, yes i'm crazy.
Don't ask , i cried. Toying w my feelings eh?

2009-09-28T16:05:00.003+09:00

Friday, when visting, was fun kay? Heheh, was my first time doing so, and from 230-730, we visited only 4 houses ==. But was fun ^^, by the time i reached home, my legs we sore :$ But all in all, if i have a chance to go visiting again, i would definetly do so :D Saturday, had pasta at pizza hut, mm mm, delicious babey. Hahah, then we went up for swensens (: Saw Uncle KL, Aunty JoJo, Jasmine and Marcus. Was Marcus's birthday, when his grandma called from Hong Kong to wish him happy birthday, he was like no no not yet, then kap the phone == Well technically, its not yet cause he was born in the US, so its not time yet, so ya. Sunday, met w my cousins ^^ i lovelove them man :DD &JJ is fucking cute k, she wanted to feed me her stuffed carrot. Lol. & if we all 4 pass our exams, we would get to go to Hong Kong(again, but who cares, this round different C:) w no parents! Woo-hoo ^^ So guys, nu li du shu, work towards our parents-free holiday! ^^V & YAY, Lewis Hamilton won the Singapore Grand Prix, but he'll have no chance in getting the championship. Darn, but who cares? Jenson Button is gonna get it, if he maintains ^^, & you know what? Jenson Button is fucking hot C: Hehe. & Nico Rosberg power eh? 2 drop to 11 :O & Glock is 2 man :O, shocker much? but cool lah, & i so wanna attend F1 rocks concert later! Next year, i so want to go for the race man. & no matter what, i'll definately find my way in ^^
& its seriously fucking fast, tmr is paper 1, & in about 2 weeks time, EOY starts man :O Since i've got Hong Kong to motivate me, i'll definately work towards it man^^ Ohya, electronic dictionary anyone? You have,can lend? C: Pretty please, just for tmr my paper 1. & if you do, you'll be loved by me vvv much :P Thank You :D

2009-09-24T16:25:00.004+09:00

Web-camed w Farhah Amni yesterday, took loads of pictures, am lazy to upload all :P

School, today, super tiring kay? i slept like ___ i fucking owe work which need to be handed in by TMR if not i'll get a big big 0 . Give it to me lah for all i care, i seriously done w this trying to keep up, it is fucking tiring. Let me tell you something, I'VE ALREADY GIVEN UP, I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN ANYMORE. Now, there's nothing left to keep me motivated to study and keep up anymore ._.

Going house hopping/ visting tmr ^^

1.01pm, 24o9o9, i became single. After spending 3 months w you, we finally caved in. Relationships are just like a roller coaster, there are many ups and down. One moment you are up very high, but the other you are deep down. But the worst thing is that it is all placed in front of you to see, but you delibrately chose not to, as you are afraid to face the worst, though you know you would have to. Eventually. Be smart, don't learn it the hard way. After so much tears shed, i swear i'll never gonna shed another tear for you from now on ever again. You changed, you're no longer the guy i once loved most.

Goodbye AVENSENGJUNZHI.

2009-09-22T17:50:00.002+09:00

Weekend was a blast baybey! :D Saturday morning i left for Toa Payoh, in the evening i went to my distant cousin's wedding held a Shangri-la. Was super nice and glam, but after it i had a bad bad dirahoe ==. Why? We played a game, & the loser had to eat the stuff, and i always tio, so i made me have a fucking tummy ache. Sunday i didn't go park hopping, instead i studied ^^V ALOT. Then monday, went to Marina Barrage, we flew kites for like super long. Resulting in me getting sun-burn -.- But all in all, i had loads loads of FUN. C: Pictures are in the cameras, when i feel like uploading it, then i will :P

2009-09-18T19:33:00.004+09:00

School today was kinda fun ^^V and we played scissor paper stone with splits, it was fun, but after doing so my butt hurt =.= English was free period, cause teacher could not find our books -.- So we played more till school ended :D I gave training a miss cause i wasn't feeling well. So i went back w Aishah, but before that, we bought the rings w our letters C: Told bi i wasn't well, he came down to look for me, was super touched man, he was around Jurong area, for God knows what reason, but he still came down. Make me super duper touch ((: ILOVEYOU, ASJZ. Wanted to take some pictures w him but he says he is camera shy =='', but i have the shots of his leg, hehe. & yes, i know my photography skill sucks :P i can't even take the both of us in, ==. Can't wait for the park hopping& wedding this weekend ^^

2009-09-14T18:54:00.000+09:00

School reopened, i'm super not used to the early waking up :/ & school has just started only i have many work/ stuff to do. Find my english file, do my alternative assignment which was due last term, D&T portfolio, literature, art. Damn, i'm gonna die of fucking stress man :@ We teens only ley, so much work for? Stupid fuckers -'- Weekend was superb, went mall hopping in orchard, && the korean food was nice, and the heaven's loft dessert was nicey ^^ 2 thumbs up :D I carried JJ, she so cute, but she nearly pushed me off the bed == & if i pass all my subjects, i'll be able to go to Hong Kong (for like th8/9 time) all expense paid ((:, can't wait! Damn man, i think i'll have to give JJ's chalet/ resort, a miss cause i'll be Ho Chin Minh. But on the bright side, i'll have loads of fun, i so wanna shop at those boats man ^^V So i have to work hard. OHYA! & we played floorball was ... can't wait for court game C: Joan just left, starting to enjoy her tutoring (: hehe.

2009-09-11T10:44:00.000+09:00

There's something wrong w the template, damn. I've many overdue pictures, but in this template, its like impossible to uplaod them :@ I'm gonna watch G-force later ^^ Jealous? Heheh. Not gonna be posting that often anymore as 1. I'm gonna start mugging, to prevent me from any failures 2. I'm gonna spend more time w ASJZ ^^ 3. I'm just lazy to do so :p But i'll be on plurk ^^, and i want to create twitter too, but i darn lazy :p Hehe, and i seriously don't understand why, if you don't plurk for a day, you karma would drop =.= Thats is like... okay nvm, bye C: i'm gonna start web-caming :D

2009-09-04T19:45:00.002+09:00

YEAH BABY, I PASSED ALL MY SUBJECTS! :DDD

Hahah, first time kay? School, i'm seriously gonna die, the amount of work they gave, and the amount of backlogs i have, i'm SERIOUSLY gonna flunk and die :(

Chemistry, last qns, i'm definetly gonna get it right! ^^ Hahah, only some know why :P Assembly had some brass band thingy which was .... & you know what? Training was seriously killing kay -'- we're not robots please. Aishah fell, so she went home w her sis, so i left w Tian Wen and met Hao Zhi. Babe, recover kay?! C: Hahah, okay so HZ and i sat at mac and ate old chang kee == Hahah, then people saw us and gave us the fuck look. Whats wrong w you guys man? Never seen a girl hang w a guy? If you didn't, you seriously need to GET A LIFE ! Then he started smoking ==School peeps were there man. & fyi people who saw us, HIS NOT MY BOYF! My bofy is in clark quey w his guys ^^ Okay, i know its like my first time talking about him though we've been tgt about 2 months now :P Its cause i really don't want to jinx it like i did in the past :( I really hope it'll be diff this round. Why i talk about it now? Cause we knida fought. Bi, i know you read my blog. I really hate fighting w you, it really hurt my heart alot. But you promised me not to do it again, but you still did. Even though you did it when you were w your guys, you're still doing it. And by doing that you broke your promise towards me. I really don't want you to go back in again. I was willing to change for you, will you do so to? I'm sorry if i've been really hard and harsh on you, but you know i did so because I LOVE YOU... Please change bi, Aven Seng Jun Zhi, you know I LOVE YOU ...

2009-09-03T15:54:00.002+09:00

Aishah 's blog : after school, met up with Bernice and Farhah at the computer lab 4. helped Farhah print her F&N. and the sec 4/5 came in while i was standing at the printer right in front of the room. so paiseh please (!!!) then faster faster left the room. then headed to bus stop, to Giant (Farhah wanted to buy her F&N ingredients, i have no idea why she doesn't want to buy at NTUC) on the way there, Farhah took ShuZhen's sticky candies,
She searched like crazy for the sticky candy. Farhah ended up passing it on to me, and i ended up placing them right in her bag, and Farhah purposely asked her to check her bag again, and ShuZhen was called dumb at the end of the " event " . ( and i was right about the reaction ShuZhen was gonna give when she has found her sticky candy ) HAHHA. retribution for calling us dumb. hehe. so we reachd our destination bus stop, and walked all the way to giant. there were MANY MANY MANY hilarious LOL lmao jokes ;DDD there were really really many, so i cant recall all, but i know i LOL-ed seriously alot. couldn't hold my laughter please (: went to Giant, bought Farhah's F&N ingredients.

1.ShuZhen is showing us the empty carparks and explaining to us how packed it is actually supposed to be.
2. As you can see, ShuZhen puts her phone in the plastic bag, because she claims it will be dry if kept there, cos here phone was sticky, and she washed them =.=
3. Behind that pig plushie, the pig herself, Chan ShuZhen!
(don't blame me for calling her a pig, she claims to be one kay!)
4. ShuZhen spoiled the picture with her bread =.=
and then, we went to IKEA :D we only went there for the sake of eating, and that was also WHILE STANDING! =.= there's something called building chairs you know. hahah. we made alot of jokes, we lol-ed alot. and so, after much laughters, we decided to go homeeeee (: somebody wanted to take the shuttle bus home. and hence, we waited for 20+mins, and the bus never came. ShuZhen was being a total " retard " at the bus stop. and so Bernice told all of us that she heard the uncle who was sitting beside me go, " Haiyaaaaaa. *cluck cluck cluck* " when the shuttle bus to Bedok came. and so it seems that he has been waiting long for his shuttle bus to Tampines/Pasir Ris but it never arrived. HAHAH. you should hear Bernice do it. seriously hilarious. LOL-ed everytime i thought about it ;D and then after like a few mins, the shuttle bus to Tampines came,

Impatient man : *boards the bus*

Bernice : Haiya ! *cluck cluck cluck cluck*

All : HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
it was seriously surprising to hear Bernice do that. hahaha, it was so unexpected! and the scary part, the man was staring at me&Bernice, when it was only Bernice who actually did it. i was like, " OMG! he staring at me!!! HAHAHAHHA " his face seriously scary kay. maybe he was staring at me too, cos maybe he knew i was LOL-ing at him :P Bernice took a hell lot of pictures of ShuZhen's candid photos :D and Bernice also took a video of ShuZhen, being " stupid " as usual. and then after like 25+mins of waiting and being all stupid, we decided to walk to the bus stop. if only someone hadn't wanted to take the shuttle bus :P THE SUN WAS KILLING US! (literally of course) so walk walk walk walk, then took overhead bridge. it felt so tiring, cos we had walked ALOT for the whole day, even netball trng isn't that bad kay! :/ then took the bus home. and finally we're home !!!!!!! we didn't take ANY glamor photos at all mansxc. all are candid photos of people. hhahah, photographer/video taper for the day : Bernice :D

Bernice's blog :

after school, went to Giant and Ikea with Farhah, Aishah and Shuzhen! :D
had lotsa fun manz.
when we were walking to the 39 bus stop, Farhah and Aishah fooled Shuzhen! hahaha.
they were like hiding Shuzhen's sticky. haha.
BEFORE: "omg, where's my sticky????"

AFTER: "YAY!!!! I FOUND MY STICKY!!!!!!!!"

HAHAHAHA. thenthen, Farhah Aishah and I started calling Shuzhen dumb! :x
anyway, look at the sweetsweet Farhah and Aishah! haha. :D

At Giant,

"see! i put my phone into a plastic bag!" (this is also why the Earth is dying. HAHA.)

and presenting...................
SHUZHEN IS A PIG! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :P

"eh look at the carpark! no car leh! totally empty! cool sia!"

SHUZHEN JAYWALKS. -.-

hahah. anyway, about the "quote of the day" :
apparently there was this guy who was sitting beside me at the bus stop.
he got damn impatient cause the shuttlebus was bloody slow.
so he went "haiya..... *cluck* *cluck* *cluck*" and i started giggling.
then when the man suddenly got super impatient and walked off, i told Farhah Aishah & Shuzhen about the guy.
they were laughing like hell la plz. hahahaha.
then suddenly, the guy came back. but he didnt sit at the bus stop. he stood at a weird spot opposite the bus stop and waited.
then the bus came. and he boarded the bus.

Aishah: eh Bernice, the weird guy boarded the bus already.
me: serious uh? (looks around in the bus) HAIYA *cluck* *cluck* *cluck*
Aishah, Farhah, Shuzhen: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Aishah: omg Bernice!!!! i didnt expect you to say that man.
me: HAHA! (looks for the guy in the bus) OMG! HE'S STARING AT US! (looks away)
Aishah: OMG NO! HE STARING AT ME SINCE JUST NOW!
me: ooooooh he likes you!
Aishah, Shuzhen: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Farhah, me: HAHAHAH!

THANKS BABES, YOU GUYS MADE MY DAY!! :D

No pictures, cause can't copy& paste :P Lazy k? Hahah, bloghop ^^

2009-09-02T18:27:00.002+09:00

HAIYA, CLUCK CLUCK CLUCK!

He's watching you! O.O

Hahah, today was FUN FUN FUN!

Laughing my ass off! HAHAHAHAH.

I'm kinda lazy to blog so, go to Aishah, Bernice or Farhah's blog,

& you'll know ^^

(Ps: don't get nightmares of him! Hahaha.)

2009-09-01T13:53:00.002+09:00

Damn, its raining. Slept to around 12, not my fault k, i slept late last night. So don't call a pig k? HaoZhi called and woke me up man :/ (I can't feel the vibration of the textes :P) He called aroung 1130, and asked me to meet him and his friends. See lah, spoil my sleep, hahah. Seriously tired man, fuck lah. My eyes or closing, and Joan's coming soon :/ I NEED TO STAY AWAKE, but the rain is making me more sleepy, damn. Might meet if have the energy :P okay nothing much, Bye! (empthise on the B)

2009-08-31T18:38:00.004+09:00

2009-08-27T19:16:00.002+09:00

School okok lah, kinda don't wanna elobrate :/ Cause ...... Don't wanna talk about it k? So don't ask k? Was feeling so angry was on the verge of a explosion, but after spilling to ONGRUIYI, i feel much better :D Thanks for listening, I feel much better (: Can't wait 310809, meeting up w them! ^^ V IMISSTHEMOHSOMUCHY!! Can't uploaded the video, so click and watch k? (: Amira uploaded it ^^ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHrp_d5U9kM

2009-08-26T16:33:00.006+09:00

Damn i'm getting lazier and lazier to blog :p But first, FORLINO, is the bomb! ^^ Had lunch there on Saturday, was nice. Then took a walk around Merlion park. Sunday, CANCER RUN! So ya, i succeed in 5 km (: Kudos to me. Heheh. Monday, inter-house game, we got owned :/ Damn, we played against all guys man, which resulted in many bruises :S So much for gentlemen eh? Ahaha, Tuesday netball we played like whoa~! Heheh, today, Mr Imran and Ms Farah didn't come! C: But D&T we continued we our artifact, mine sucked big time :/ F&N had practical, i wen around trying there food like what like that. Heheh, but they were nice! :D The weather is soooooooo cooling, my eyelids are soon closing :P ^^

2009-08-21T20:04:00.001+09:00

I AM LAZY TO BLOG, WANT TO KNOW MORE? ASK K?:P

BUT IF YOU'RE LAZY TO, WAIT FOR ANOTHER DAY OR TWO ^^

PS: AMIRA IS SO FUNNY? TSK TSK, MAID EH? HEHEH.

2009-08-20T16:06:00.002+09:00

Ok, this post might be long, so ya.
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School was lah lah lah, thanks for the wishes ^^ i'm lovin' it. Hehe
Rosely's presy was niceee babey. She sewed a pencil case for me, how cool is that? Hahaha.
After school we, Fadil, Rosely, Millar, Angela, Lee (wonder why you've never seen the names before? Well, this are their last names. Aishah's idea ^^), when to Tampines for lunch, though of having KFC but the patty machine wasn't working. F.U.C.K -.-'' So the only food available, was chickens. =.= Stupidness. So, A, F, E, me when to mac for lunch. Feel kinda bad for leaving Amira and Jeleen their :/ I'll make it up to you guys. Some how, hehe. We took a LONGGGGG time to eat man, we went back to KFC, Amira had to leave :( Then we went to look at phones, the iphone was so cool! Ya, then went to Tampines 1, had/looked Frolick, and we walked around ^^ So cool man the place. LOL, and you know what? Its actually Aishah's first time there -.- (no offence) I LIKE THE GOLDEN/ORANGE CASING RED BULL. Heheh, random. Then we homed. Damn man, my happiness was so short lived. After about an hour after i reached homed, i had to leave for tution D: Damn. But all in all, the day was FUN!(:
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The norm, so ya. I seriously have loads of backlog man -'- gotta, do them really soon. Darn. After school, went to polar w Jeleen, Aishah, Farhah. Was there to buy cake man. Took a really long time deciding :P Wanted the cake, but kinda was out of the budget, so decided on choco rolls. After making calls, they wanted choco rolls, cause this way, no payment would be required by any one :X But, Ms Farah was willingly to top up so we bought the Black Forest cake. When Farhah heard that, she though we wanted the guys one. Tsk tsl, sick eh? Hehe, so bought, then we homed.

Who the fuck do you think you are think you can boss us around eh? Think you are like the ONE eh? Sorry to dissapoint your not. Fuck you bitch i've already tolarated enough. What gives you the right to critise? Look at the mirror before you do so. Oh, wait you can't, once the mirror is brought to you, it'll crack. You think i always will listen to you? Everything would HAVE to go your way? Sorry but i don't like to be pushed around. You feel i'm irritating/annoying, what about yourself? Please do a self reflection before saying about others. I've really had enough. If you think what happened was just a small thing? I swear, if you push me over the edge again. I'LL GIVE YOU HELL. I SWEAR. Fucker, even my mother don't even ask me so many question, who are you to me, and what gives you the right to one to know my whereabouts 24/7? Fucker, think don't so highly of yourself, in reality, your nothing more then a piece of SHIT. Fuck off k, when you critse/ pick on me in the past, i'll just laugh it off. But its no longer is the same. I have been tolarating it for a while now and if you still do say more. Be ready, i'll be sure to retaliate and shoot you where ever it hurts most. You treat me like a piece of shit. When others are there, im just nothing. But when its just us, you can crawling to me. What fuck is this suppose to be. I've never been so fucked up before, but what you did really pushed me too far. -'-

2009-08-19T21:11:00.004+09:00

I know some of the pictures are repeated, but kinda lazy to delete them, so live w it?(:

2009-08-19T18:20:00.002+09:00

I HAD FUN FUN FUN! ^^

Thanks so much everybody, its one of my happiest birthday so far! I'm loving yous guys soooo muchy! <3>

2009-08-17T16:46:00.003+09:00

When back to school, feels gooddddd.
Miss Farhah& Bernice loads. They 'fill' me.
Hahah. As for Aishah, miss her for what? No need lah that girl. Haha, jkjk, chillax babe. She came to my hse on thursday, and on friday, we webcamed. ^^ We acted like total retards!!! Hahah, but was kinda cool, gotta do that more often ^V^ And you know whatt?? MY YIYI IS GONNA BRING ME WAKEBOARDING AS MY BIRTHDAY PRESY!!!!!!!!! How cool is that?!C: And 'aww so sad for those who can't' hahah. Don't worry lah, your time will come. Eventually. Hehe. Weekend was a blast, was given a birthday treat. Yum!(: Visited Zoe jiejie at Regency House, located at Penang Road, near Orchard incase you don't know (especially the self proclaimed 'stupid' Aishah. Hehe.) Though small, the place was nice and cozy, might drop by next week for a swim& barbeque next week on the roof ^^ And school, was kinda good to be back. Haha, pe we played mini tennis, was kinda like fuck. Recess ate w Aishah, Farhah, Bernice. Has been ages since. Actually not really it has only been a week since hehe, but felt like okay. And Farhah Amni cries when she watches Titanic the first and second time =.= Hehe. During physics-chemistry, Sayyid was talking about porn sites he will and has visited -.- Homed w Aishah, walked to elias. She bought cloth and you know what? the wrapping paper only cost $0.25! Cheap or what!? Hahah, then we went to Golden Bamboo. She wanted to buy pringles and drinks, but later though of going to WS after training tmr as it might be cheaper. How good a child are we? Helping our parents save :D She bought her twisties and i bought my biscuit then we homed. Though its only a biscuit, i LOVED it alot. Haha, haven't eaten/seen them for a while and the best part is that it only cost a dollar!! ^u^
Aishah Rosely and Farhah Amni are acting sneaky, ok maybe not really sneaky, but something like that lah k, hahah. I've got my eyes on you guys /O.O\ hahah

2009-08-14T11:34:00.002+09:00

Its already my 151th post :O fast eh. Haha, Aishah is also sick. Her stomach's acting up and she down w fever and headache. Get well soon eh babe? C: On the bright side, i won't be so bored compared to the previous 2 days cause i got her to talk to ^^ Actually though of asking Jerron to pass us our work, but after remembering how he handle his, better not ask :P Currently am waiting for A to be online, she hasn't shower, stinky stinky. Haha. I need to go out and breathe fresh air, i have been hiding in my room for the pass few days =.=

2009-08-13T11:59:00.002+09:00

Saturday, went to Earle Swensen at Vivo, we had to pay almot $10 more for every meal just because of the word EARLE, and the posh suroundings. Stupid much? But anyways, the food was yum!C: Sunday, was fun. During the 'pledge moment', my aunt was like everybody quick, say together -.- Monday i think i stayed home the whole day except for the lunch at WS. Tuesday, i literally had NO voice at all :$ So i when to see doctor after enduring thru the training, was down w fever, throat inflamation, cough, so he gave me 3 days of mc. After taking the medicine, am feeling shag& drowsy. Think i caught the bug from my dad :/ If your sick, you're suppose to lose weight eh, but i'm the opposite. I'm gonna get fat, all i do at home is sleep, eat, surf the net/tv, then back to sleep -.-'' Haha. But what other choices do i have man, almost everybody is at school and what is left for me is to rot at home :P My eyelids are getting heavier every minute, gonna take my beauty rest, bye.
Just a few days, can't you take out those time and use it to attend his wake? Its just a few days only, why complain? He has cared for you for so many years, and he didn't even mutter a single complain, and here you are whining like its the end of the world when we asked you to take out a few days to atted his wake.For goodness sake man, he is your father, how can you treat him like that? The only time you visited him was on his deathbed, so much for being a pastor eh? Even the others who have been in and out of jail many times are much more filal compared to you, they are more then willingly to help out and turn over a new leaf. So what if you're a pastor? You don't even act like one, among the 7 commandments, one of them is love. You can't even fufil that factor how can you even be a pastor? So what if your good on the outside? Your inside is FUCKING ROTTEN -'-

2009-08-12T14:02:00.002+09:00

2009-08-07T17:53:00.000+09:00

Stupid man, other schools half day, then we full. Stupid or what you tell me? Then stupid man, we wanted to hear the new national day song, then the stupid people started to cheer, make us can't hear -'- Then after school we decided to go to e!hub, then to red hse. So, we, A ,F, J, XY and CM left. Arrived at e!hub, then we realised we were not allowed there, so left for red hse, Otw there we passed a bungalow, and the guys did something v stupid. We carried on walking and it was just vv funny k. Then it started to rain heavily, then we went to the park for shelter. They when to rain became lighter, we left, then realised they pang sei us -'- So we left for central, then reaching, they called us and said we pang sei us, so they went to Elias -.- Stupidity. Hahah, they F bought her food, A& i bought our drinks, they we left for her hse. Nice man her hse. There we tried learningthe HM dance, but was too fast, so forget it. Then i took F's unglam picture, then she also had mine. I had to delete hers if i want mine deleted, damn. Then had much fun, then bused home w A. We walked alot man. From WS- e!hub-1/2 red hse-park-central-F's hse. Far or what man. Pictures will be soon uploaded, when i get my mini, this my brother's. Yea baby Swensens tmr ^^

2009-08-06T18:03:00.000+09:00

School is becoming more fun and mor fun each day ^^ thanks to some people hahah. Laughed alot today, til my stomach hurt, literally. We played alot during english because Ms Farah didn't come, then the Ernest look alike teacher relief us. He's v kind. No matter how much noise we make, he says nothing, then he even helped me w my english C: Good or Good? Because of A, XY, J, H, F, we laughed alot, and none stop too man, hahhaha. Music we did the Garage Band thingy, cool man, and i lovelove Krystal's voice man. Haha, then homed w A and J. He walks v fast, he's so slow is our fast, so you can imagine. Singapore's Birthday is on the 9th, and mine is on the 19th, how cool is that? Its exactly ten days apart CC:

2009-08-05T16:14:00.003+09:00

2009-07-30T15:18:00.002+09:00

Look at the time now man, its so freaking early man. I think teacher released us befor the bell, then we left freaking fast man. Hahah, sooo wanna go out man. Seriously man, i have nothing much to say man. My life is sooo perfect that i have nothing to complain at all, hehe. * If guys fight, NEVER interfer man, it can really turn ugly, so ya. 2009 MTV movie awards is nice& funny, sooo should watch ^^

2009-07-29T16:27:00.004+09:00

Finally man, the stupid blogger works. Its like WTF k, other people's blogger is ok, while mine is all jumbled -.- Saturday when to Marine Cove for dinner. Super love that place man C: Sooo, vibrant? haha, hard toy car racing, cool! Then we had Kenny Rogers babey ^^ Yummy, especially the corn bread!(: Sunday met them when to Orchard, ION, Taka, bought my Care Bear, Eeyore, Piglet, Dog think thats all, then bought new clothes, then bought the chocos, LOVES the Macoron(sp?):D Jealous? Heheh, my mummy bought me my new dress from Pepper Love for my birthday, loves it! Then talked ALOT. So much CRAP man. I got my results for my streaming yesterday, was in the last express class. i told my mum, she's like sooo fuck man. At least i'm still in express k. Stupid mother -'- Today was fucking boring man, i sooo wanna go back there to sit man. So much fun man, but the insults are like -.-'' Kecik here, kecik there, stupid much? Hahah, yea baby, my mini is cominf today!C:

2009-07-22T17:34:00.003+09:00

2009-07-17T15:45:00.002+09:00

i had to sit in front :/ which was seriously boring, but thanks to KJ& N texting, it kills a little boredom :l they are cute man, if they don't reply, both don't. if they do, both tgt -.- chinese, i sat infront, V behind, A behind her. then we 3 had the same blur face, not knowing anything =.= class talked about fatherly love. seriously man, no matter what attitude i showed to my dad, he still talks to me. no matter how many times he ask me to leaves the hse, he still asks me to return. no matter how deeply i hurt him, he still forgives me. i seriously can't imagine my life w/o him. he's really.... he can talk about my yeye, w/o getting all teary. i really do miss my yeye. YEYE, wo hen xiang ni. ni xian zai zai na li hao ma?(: xiu ran my xiang chu de shi jian hao shao, wo hen kai xin, yeye, wo ai ni C: the rest of the lessons we boring man, was stone thur out :# hehe, didn't run yesterday, so gna today, if not i'll get fat :O seriously man, before i slept i had 3 italian chocolate

Aishah Rosely here here here :DDD she doesnt know what to type, so im typing for her. later going jogging with Chan Shuzhen. FYI, Shuzhen's very talkative and hyper and careless(jump here jumpe there like monkey like that) at home.
Shuzhen : Aishah Rosely !! do you want M&M chocolate? i got two more only.
Me : NO, I DONT WANT TO BE FAT LIKE YOU!
(replies to her with oreo full in my mouth and then laughs hard)
.....
Shuzhen : laugh laugh laugh somemore, later Farhah laugh at you ah *walks walks and leg accidentally hits chair and a little bit more wanna fall*
Me : HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!

THE END!

2009-07-16T15:20:00.002+09:00

reached home fast :D heheh, going jogging w A later ^^v seriously have to burn fats. last night, ate durian aroung 9pm, then aroung 1030pm, i ate italian mochi ice cream& soup C: then the previous, i had italian chocolate right before i slept -.- hoho, at this rate i'm seriously gonna get fat :0 school is becoming funner& funner each day (: laughed and joked alot, hehe. J is super gruesome man. he went riding w his friends, then he saw a car go v fast, w a slight bump. so he went over there, he saw a dead rat, w the stuffs out :V then he took picture of it, & showed us :/ disgusting much. he went to zoom on its intestine =.= gross. class joked alot, especially during math *winks. hehe, starting to seriously love school ^^v homed w A, saw Kelvin otw back, he walks fast, then we also ran a little, hehe. might private my blog for family/ personal reasons, so leave your email etc (:

2009-07-15T19:36:00.009+09:00

after 2 hours of sleep, still feel lethargic& shag, so gave tuition a miss. currenlty having a spliting headache :C can't afford to be sick man :/ school today was funny, serious. heheh. J pranked called the uncle/ his friend, at click.com during english/ free period. he was like:'something in a weird accent yadayabaya, bye,' hahah, w/o waiting for the uncle to reply, he hanged up =.= stupid. heheh. then he slept, i woke him up, his face was damn blur please. hahah, then Ms Goh came, & told us about her Australia trip, FUNNEY! see the pictures, J is sooo fucking crude i tell you, and the finger behind A's head is -'- . heheh, homed w A C:

wo cheng jin shi gou fang qi ni, dan wo fa xian fang qi bi ai shang ni hai nan. wo zhen de hen xiang fang qi, ke shi, wo she bu de. wo de xin xian zai hao tong hao tong :C

2009-07-14T16:20:00.002+09:00

woo-hoo baybah, i done w my math!C: i only left w geog, english , chinese, physics :V darn. morning, Aishah came, printed our work. actual plan was to go jog and stuff, but in the end when to elias. haha, bought my mum's present, sweet (: hehe, saw A's nephew, CUTE! :D walked up to her hse, was already tired man, so much for jogging :I hahah. after done w my stupid stuffs, am going to train/ run w YE. from 7-14-1-7. power yea? hahah, I'M FAT! wanted to go dieting, but couldn't resist temptation, so the only choice is to trian :I might die :/ heheh

2009-07-13T15:56:00.003+09:00

2009-07-10T18:33:00.003+09:00

yea baby, blogger finally allow the uploading of pictures (:

overdued pictures, more to come C:

Jerron's fat suction, heheh

2009-07-09T16:13:00.003+09:00

Happy Birthday Jing Yee! today school was fun, but quite boring too. music, saw 'thriller' by MJ, scary/funny/ nice. love his dance& moves. then we saw the indian version. hahah, funny! then teacher played his song which was meant for charity or etc. was so nice, sometimes after hearing it i would cry :I his death is super sudden man, F suspected the doctor for the cause of his death, hehe, grow up, become CSI/FBI? haha chinese we acted, which was so fucky :/ heheh, Jerron's going for fats suction tmr. hahah, he was really funny today C: he placed his bag on the table, i saw it w a big hole then i made it even bigger by tearing it, then he was like" see la the hole so big, even my pencil case can drop out" heheh, then he started stapling his bag. hahah. you should see the way he did it, hahah. otw home, ate/ drank strawberry soda from cup walker w A, then we tried to take the left over pearls, hard man, hoho. then A said about 'pearl bash' haha, it would be cool if i did it on somebody, would love to, want to volunteer?(: hahah, but if you do it to me, i swear man, i'll slap you till you die. hahah

2009-07-08T16:01:00.002+09:00

today school was really fun today, hoho. mother tongue, we're suppose to act man. if only the guy i'm acting w is hotter. hehe. pe played netball, fucking violent man, no rules no nothing, so much for being an empire :I next 3 periods were sort of freedom cause ms farah wasn't here, did our stuffs, blah blah. cme was the funnest. hehe, finished the survey early so head back to class. stuffed my smely shirt at her face. hehe. i chased aishah around, in attempt to piecre her TONGUE. hahah, so while runnig, teacher looked at me then A, then laughed. then he did that again, basterd man, hahah. funny. walked home w A and F. -A, his not worthy for your love, forgot him and get a new HOTTER and BETTER guy. heheh, and rmb, i've yet to piecre you C:

2009-07-07T17:29:00.002+09:00

school was boring, ms farah didn't come, so class was fucking havoc. to jerron& sayyid: fuck -'- keep on wanting to unhook my bra -.- you want to learn go ask your mother, not me i not your mother. hoho, get a fucking life man -'- during art, sayyid drew a picture which seriously looked like MJ, then he spoiled the damn thing by drawing him sucking the cock =.='' he was really funny man, he would draw it, then when teacher comes, jerron would rush him to keep it. he reaction was funny. heheh. KRISH IS SUPER HORNY SO STAY AWAY FROM HIM. hahah, seriously man, he said '___________________' which was really obsence and disgusting :I after school trained to tampines w aishah& farhah amni. F wanted to buy her shades from cotton on, but change of plans, so we left for toy 'r 'us. saw the toys, cute man C: then we bought Jeleen's present, walk a little, then we trained home. damn blogger, doesn't allow uploading of pictures :/ sighs, fucking cramp thru out the day, on the verge of death :S

2009-07-06T11:53:00.002+09:00

saturday, parents when for karaoke, so we went to yishun. had so much fun, played till we went crazy, hahah, literally. after singing for around 5 hours straight, they come pick us up 11, then we homed. watched bu liang xiao hua the show, wilbur pan is super hot man. C: hahah, sunday met w wx& co. had fun, learned that never rely on them for advise. hahah. while talking, we suddenly talked about science -.- hahah, i was like if we forgot how to write the scientific term fot shitting, can i write shit? & serene was like no, then what if you forgot the word sex, then write the word fuck? =.= hahah, but really man, how good will it be if we could write un-scientific words. laughs. last night i had a really weird dream. i dreamed that we were together and we were really close and everything, but in reality we're not, sigh. sometime i wish my dream could become reality :$

HAPPY SIX MONTHS JJ, ♥

ILOVE YOU! <3

2009-07-03T14:45:00.004+09:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISHAH ROSELY!

your 14 ready, woo-h00! thanks for everything, including aruguements. hahah.

your'e super, but i'm better!c: hahah. keep smiling! :D hahah, loving you always!<3

* people when you see her, better run before she becomes a ~ ARUGE MACHINE. hahah, joking. but before you do that, give her presents first (she likes big big teddies C:) xoxo *

2009-07-02T15:34:00.002+09:00

school was ok, sayyid's first word was, vulgar& dirty -.- blahblah, had health check, saw rubber band. art, farhah amni say we changed art teacher, but today no lesson, so relief teacher came& ask us so stupid quiz, so aishah slept thru out, while i rested& half listen, & realise xinyuan was actually quite smart. then homed w aishah, farhah amni, me, w marcus& cliffton behind. they were irritating. and guess what? marcus voice cracked man,& made him sound funny! chinese class, krish was helping xinyuan cut his hair, funny! he wanted to cut my old fringe, w feelers. hahah, asked him to cut straight cut, but he was like :O. hahah

2009-07-01T10:21:00.002+09:00

have been meeting Andre& co. more frequently C: they also brighten up my day, hahah. Kai was super cute, first time seeing him act so "brotherly" to a younger boy. hahahah, funny! yesterday whatshisname blow up during training because he heard someone say 'fuck you' -.-'' that word is common, where flare up man? so because of that, he stopped the whole training, to shout shit out. fuck la, why ask people to left when you aren't even incharge? why don't you leave? during training, some stupid group were like' lalalala' singing, 'hohoho' laughing. which was super irritating& funny. hahah.

2009-06-26T16:59:00.002+09:00

OMFG, MICHAEL JACKSON'S DEAD :O

sads, he was a dance king, create the moon walk + other cool dances,

he was in preparation of a concert.

& now, can't belief he's gone man :C

he's only 50 man, why die? :<

sighs, why must people die, can't they life forver + ever?

sighs, anw RIP MICHAEL JACKSON.

2009-06-26T15:53:00.003+09:00

ok, some pictures, more will be coming. first was at the beach.

the sand was like hawaiian's sand, soft + white.

second, the bar at Nirwana Gardens, great drinks + great view of the shiny sky

third, the the bridge in our resort/ hotel C:

fourth, Tree Tops @ Banyan Tree.

the food serve was top quality, view was beautiful, surroundings are sophiscated.

so if your those who are super reckless, can't sit still for 5 mins,

Banyan Tree is definitley not for you.

hmms, am missing Bintan so much.

miss waking up to the chirping of the birds.

miss the scent of the South China Sea.

miss the soft + white sands.

miss the large front porch leading to the oh-so-relaxing pool.

miss the smiles + greetings i get from the staffs& holiday-goers.

sighs, why do good stuff have to end so fast, i wish i had the power to

control time, sighs I MISS THE OL' GOOD TIMES.

i really miss the times we spend tgt, i really do.

i miss your smile, your hugs, yours kisses, and definitley the way you said "I LOVE YOU"

but mostly, I MISS YOU!

my tear ducts are now 'll dried up + puffy after days of hard crying :<

2009-06-26T10:51:00.002+09:00

I'm back from bintan, & it was superb!C:

pictures are in my other camera, so ya.

love the place. mostly swam, went to the beach, ate, spa & relaxed alot.

loving it sooo muchy mansxz!

before we left for bintan, met Andre& co.

pictures, maybe other time C:

2009-06-19T11:41:00.004+09:00

HAPPY BIRTDAY AMIRA!

Woo-Hoo you're 14! good luck in everything you do sugar mummy/mother-in-law !C:

hope you enjoyed yourself in London& Paris!

Loving you always! <3

when blog-hopping & realised that Alvin's birthday has also passed.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN/MIC!

random, i miss my primary school classmates, even the bitches :O (no offence)

here are ALL names from 6-5 oh'seven

-Andy

-Avirl

-Azry

-Brian

-Carl

-Chang Yu

-Desiree

-Dian

-Eileen

-Eugiene

-Huiling

-James

-Jiayi

-Jiamei

-Jinjie

-Joel

-Joline

-Junhao

-Jun Yi

-Kae Uei

-Kai Hui

-Kai Chin

-Kathy

-Kevan

-Linyi

-Lixuan

-Nicholas

-Rachel

-Rajpal

-Ruiyi

-Samantha

-Sheryl

-Shuzhen

-Telly

-Weijun

-Wesley

-Wu Sen

-Xavier

-Yeelin

-Zhong Kuang

-Zoey

Power yea? hahah, if any of you see this, i really miss you guys, miss the time we spend together. so upon seeing this, contact me asap yea?C:

2009-06-18T10:19:00.002+09:00

boredom! hmm, jo-an& rina will be coming over later :/ i have only like today& tmr to complete ALL my stupid homework :O darn. going to n.y.d.c on saturday for dk what reasons, but who cares, they serve quality food, but first i got to reserve before i forgot :0 hahah * to all fathers out there, HAPPY early FATHER'S DAY!
the way you treated me hurt alot. i'm a human , i have feelings also, not a punching bag. so what make you think you can vent all your anger on me? the feeling really sucks& hurt alot. you show me attitude, but when i do, you flare up. when you're happy, you'll not share w me, but when your angry, you'll vent it all on me. sometimes it my fault, i'm sorry. but when you came in i though we would be able to patch up& but you just walked out of the room w/o a sound. but when you did that, i imagined you walking out of my life, that feeling sucks alot, maybe we're just not meant to be or i'm just simply a failure at relationships.

2009-06-17T11:58:00.004+09:00

ok , got the pics from Gen, & some of which i look really UNGLAM. some are from night safari, jurong east, sentosa. there also one which YE is trying to like trying to hook his leg up in the trapeze thingy. & guess what, my pink& black bras are w gen :O ~~Ho Chin Min~~ its a no go :C sigh, but its ok, might be able to got to bintan C: ok, yesterday _______ said i look like i'm from thailand -.- which part of me looks like a thailand-er? random, my nails are screwed! :/ fuck you Gerol. _l_ the nail polish were kinda dropping so Serene decided to like redo it, but after she did the first toe, Gerol came, and and asked to try, sayind he has done it many many times, & his a professional etc. so agreed to shut him up. but after i saw my nails, i soooooooo regret it man :$ the toe that Serene did was v nice, but those Gerol were totally screwed :S as in seriously man, he painted in my skin too =.= so in conclusion, never let a guy give you a mani/padi no matter how good they claim to be. hahah. Haozhi has a dog man, cute! which is unfair, cause he gets to have one& i don't :(

2009-06-16T12:06:00.002+09:00

weekend was a BLAST man! had loads& loads of fun. friday shopped till we dropped man, literally. had sooo much fun that we only managed to sleep at 3am :0 & we had to wake up at 8am, to go to Jurong :O went to the new Jurong Safra w Aaron& co , COOLNESS! there was this maze which were meant for kids, but we still went in to played was super fun. there was the Asia longest spiral slide, & we took it, it was fast man. then while playing, Aaron, injured his back like whoa~ then went to the Jurong east pool was sooo nice man, and the longish slide wasn't fast, but gidy. had enough fun, then we left, & it started to rain, but lucky after our dinner it stopped, so we were able to do to night safari =) nice man, and during the animal show, the snake was below us for so long, & we didn't even realised :/ this is called stupidity. hahah, then took the tram, scary much? the human eating animals were just right beside us w NO FENCE at all man :$ had enough of fun, then we left for supper (: yum! homed at around 2. sunday left for sentosa, took the luge& sky ride. FUN! but during the skyride, i freaked out man, its was like sooo high up in the open man. but the luge was awesome! sooo wanna go again man. took the tiger beer thingy, went to around 50 stories high, & had the overview of the island, coolness! then went for to the merlion, find the "show" kinda stupid cause, its just stupid. then went for go green, the thing which belongs to Jacky Chan. Fun! during which Gen& Aaron crashed into each other, FUNNY! hahahahah. then went to the beach, was soaking wet man, the guys were spraying water. so went to island life to buy our clothes, but in the end, bought swimming costumes (: wanted to 'fly' but in the ended, only YE went cause after seeing it i freaked cause i kinda fell like _______ in Bintan. YE managed to do the stunt& it was like whoa! left for yishun at around 7. pictures of this was in the previous post, more are w Gen.

2009-06-15T11:46:00.004+09:00

2009-06-11T10:08:00.001+09:00

MY LIFE IS BORING, I NEED SOME EXCITEMENT! seriously man, i'm now at home rotting :O shit man, i still have 2 compos to do its due tmr :S 1 more day baby.

2009-06-10T10:15:00.005+09:00

hmm, i'm at punggol now, fast yea? (: lol, yesterday was fucky man, now my hold body's aching like hell i tell you. & ______ snoring kept me awake the whole night, & now i'm dead tired ^O^ && AISHAH ROSELY, THAT WAS NOT BIRDSHIT! d: dk what happen, i'll give you a summary. met her on monday, blah blah, wheater was hot bought ice-cream, then gen called, causing my ice-cream to melt, so melt, then i smashed it, then it dripped onto my leg, making it look like birdshit, so conclusion, IT IS NOT BIRDSHIT! :X for more details of the story& stuffs,click www.a-ishah.blogspot.com hahah, so gotta start w my homework, if not :0 don't like my skin man :$ suggestions? C: 2 more days baby,

2009-06-08T15:56:00.002+09:00

kinda lazy so let the pictures talk. Saturday, when to suntec-peninsula-bugis junction-iluma-bugis street-bugis junction- home. Sunday, when to chinatown-marina barrage-velocity-united square- ________ podium-velocity-plaza sing-yishun. zzz, boring/fun your choice.

2009-06-05T13:23:00.004+09:00

done by your's truly

he's a bloodly fucking perverted basterd w no life.

when for choco making, see the number of aunties there?

tired, too lazy to type, let the pictures tell the story, if your lucky, there'll be details soon, if not too bad, hahah. -------------------------------------------------------1 more day baby.

2009-06-04T10:20:00.002+09:00

-goons, i soooooo miss the time we spent together man, even though we've spent like 46387463411hours together already, i've only felt that i've known you guys for less then a day :o meets me soon goons, if not i'll die, not literally.- zzz, having chocolate making class today, can't wait? gagag, anybody wanna be my guinea pig? i'll so not be liable for any sickness or deaths after eating my chocos k? hahah, see when boredom strikes, i'll be able to do anything.

2009-06-02T10:28:00.002+09:00

FUCK MY MOTHER MANSZX! that bitch fuckingly checked my phone, specifically, MY MESSAGES man. does she knows what is PRIVACY? dk, go back kindergarden la bitch. you checking my phone, do you know what that shows? don't know? i'll tell, its shows that she has NO respect& trust in me. _l_ if she's really curious about my life, she could have asked right?& not check it right? bitch get a life man. though she's like a v-p of her bank's asia stuffs, she's STUPID man. i left my phone beside my bed, & she just took it away man, no permission asked at all, she thought i was asleep so she just happily flipped thru it, IN FRONT OF ME. stupid much? but i know i've should have stop her from invading my privacy, but my dad's in the room too, & if he knows about it, i'll be in deep shit. sighs, seriously man bitch get a fucking life. sighs, because of what she fuckingly did, i've seriously no mood man, so if i scream at any of your, its really not your fault, its just that i'm feeling so fucked up man _l_

2009-06-01T18:59:00.003+09:00

lalalala, park is HOT i tell you. HOT. but what to do? its Singapore. my parents so need to install cooler air-con man :O night in the museum 2 is nice man, the made it look so real ((: (L) hahah, there was a woman sitting in front of us, she was weird man, suddenly while we're watching, she suddenly stand up, angry angry move. stupid much? hahah blah~ * dead, wrong& unlinked links(?) , anw you get the idea, will be removed. changing blogskin soon, sugestions? <:-------------- -BK fuck up la k, you are FUCKING IRRITATING maybe you have been or have not been told that. get a fucking life please, who are you to me man? yes, i agreed to be your god-sister, but don't you think this is too much? even my parents don't ask about my wherabouts 24/7, so whats makes you think you can do so? you fucking ass hole basterd, i apologised for all this insults, but i think someone really has to tell you how your acting. fuck up la, get a life, my life does NOT revolve around you. please man, really think about your behaviour, the why you act man, fucking bitch. i seriously don't care if you read this or don't, but if you do, all the better. & i really hope you would change, if not the people around you will slowly leave you one by one, like me, if your not making& effort to change-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I (HEART) ERNEST!

2009-06-01T14:12:00.000+09:00

woke up early& bused to punngol, & by now, i'm back :D power yea? hahah, saturday, celebrated my dad's birthday, ate seafood, YUM! (: nth much, sunday, had tuiton, followed by shopping. cool man, parents went 'dating' at vivo, i went to pennisula w my 4th aunt& gen, gen&i bought another pair of skinnies& hoodie. then we went over to raffles city, shopped at robbinson. went to try the~ sloggi bras, hahah, they are super sexy man (L) hahah, its like a bikini top, except its a bra, nice man. went for tea, then continiued shopping, went to buy another pair of earings, piecred it for gen& think it was quite pain cause her ears were RED man. hey babe, sorry if i piecered too hard :X then went to body shop, aunt bought some products, the salesman was gayish man, no offence, then gen& i tried the eye shadow, nice man, help her apply green, & i appiled purple, then went to other comestic couter to try the other products, hahah. waited for parents, then they send us to yishun. see, my life's boring man. later this week gonna go shopping w them again, good yea?:D & my mum signed me up for some chocolate making class at the CC on thurs night man, NIGHT. fucky much? & to those who i've insulted& screamed at during the pass week, i'm sorry, its just that~ its hard to explain ok. && I (HEART) ERNEST!

2009-05-29T14:44:00.000+09:00

gosh, those i type, got deleted :0 school's out, holiday's in ((: i still missing HOT ernest (L)mansxzsxzs :O (L) hahah, school today was boring, filled w talks~ earlier had safety talks ^0^ the video showed was gruesome man :X followed by recess, homeroom, then assembly/performance rachel& vanessa performed love story& fall for you, coolness man~ following was the DJs from 98.7fm hosting, coolness! the rock to the core man, rozz and shane (sp?) & thru out the day, BK was texting me non-stop, which was like super fucked up man. eh, get a life man please, its fucking irritating ok, fuck up la chee bye. stop all this fucking-ness ok its so _________ man BK. & got our class photos today, lovee man. alvin was so cute man, in the informal pictures, seriously! he was botak hahah, then in the formal, jerron& sayyid wanted to act gangster, jerron's was ok, but sayyid's was FUNNY, he looked at the wrong side, hahah, don't think you can see them clearly, too bad, hahah. && let me tell you something, I (HEART) HOTTTTTTTTTTTT ERNEST SOOOOOOO MUCH BABY! hahah, don't mind me C:

2009-05-28T14:48:00.000+09:00

i'm back from ubin, yay! & be prepared for a long post. the kayak expedition was fun ok, the instructors are HOT! one is ernest, i think, the other is jeremy. ernest, the one w the specs, is hotter ok, dk why some say he's not. he is oh-so-hot ok, i miss him mansxzsxzsx. and jeremy is gay, w his girl's kind of fbt, & singlet. hahah, & the way his talks to his girlf. hahah, but gotta admit, he's hot. he is a vain, gayish, hot kind of guy. hahhah. from the ubin camp, i miss ernest, while farhah amni miss sky laughs*, & aishah rosely miss dk who, maybe the bigger malay gay ^^. hahah. then before we left for ubin, we had ALOT of briefing man, seriously ALOT k, then the oh-so-hot ernest teached us the makan cheer, funny sia. dk what, then "sa sa sa sa, xi shua shua, xi shua shua, ma~kan!" hahah, the cheer was funny man. then, after lunch, prepared to set off. was raining, but we still left, we were going against the current and wind man. & to make it more worst, i was paired w FAHMEE. fuck i tell you, he want's to torture me to death man, not letting me stop AT ALL! fuck la chee bye, when i stop to look at my injured finger, he will be like" shuzhen, why you stop, don't stop, quick continue" fucking basterd, he seriously wants me to die _l_ scoldind me everytime u stop & because of him not letting me stop, i over strain my muscles and am aching all over :0 (i have muscles ok, hahah) then we reached mamam campsite and had to keep the kayaks, and had the human chain, tiring i tell you. then we pitched our tents, & there were loads& loads of insects ok. bunked w shervin, julie, sylvia. after settling, had dinner then nigh walk, scary man. we had to walk the jungle road which lead to the chek jawa area. we went there as a group, then came back in pairs, paired w aishah. while waiting, the guys behind were making scary noises, trying to freak me out man _l_ the guys had to walk alone which was so sad. hahah, our turn, we set off. i was clinging onto aishah when he coach ask us to let go if not we had to do it alone :$ & seeing us so scared, he didn't tell is ghost stories ((: so we let go and walk, as we walked somemore, realised my fear was slowly reducing :D when reaching, we had to slow down if not they would say we followed the infront pair, blah blah~ ended then went back to sleep. when we sleep we did not put down the mosquito net, and i think that explains the bites :X next morning woke up super early & had a heavy breakfast, 2 slices of bread :o finish packing blah~ then we set off, i paired w the tall ashraf (rubber band) which was much better, at least he lets me rest ok. then while paddling, he puked. twice. & he stopped alot too, which was killing me, cause i had to paddle even harded :S but all in all i still think that rubber band is much better then fahmee. half way thru, we rested at frog island, which was really small. instructor sky allowed as to dip in the sea, it was only when we reached deeper in, did he tell us there was jelly fish around -.- then before we carried on w the journey, w the oh-so-hot ernest in front leading, rubber band puked again, then after a super long journey from pasir ris-around ubin-pasir ris, we finally reached (((: yay us man! then after all the food, debriefing & stuff, walked home w aishah, otw home, we were super unglam man :C dragging ourselves& stuffs home, while we're otw home, ernest is coaching another group :O its like WOW ok, he just came back, & still had the energy to coach another group, power yea? so when i reached home, i was 2 colors man. red and normal, & now currently, man skin is still burning like hell, so people DON'T come near me please& thank you. today, literally dragged myself up man, we just came back from camp, why can't they give us a day off?! D: so, had leadership talk~ & the coach sean was jia jing's cousin man :O like whoa~ man. walked home w amni, & talked more about ernest& sky, missing them much mansxzssxzs. my mum is gonna go to schoo; for ptc and collection of report book today man :0 wish me luck, now am off to plaster aloe vera all over my red& super tan skin, ciao ^* for pictures& stuff of the same sort from ubin, don't come to me ^^ i have nothing, 1 more day of school& we're free, so people hang in there yea? C:

2009-05-25T16:22:00.000+09:00

school today went to fort factory, was super duper BORING man, & its not fair k, Amni's class reached school around 11+ while we're at fort factory feeding mosquito :$ hell no man, fucky much? we returned to school, then me & aishah pei-ed amni to pennisula to buy bag for camp, after that wanted to train to aljhunied to meet botak, but didn't cause they wanted to go home, so we trained home, than walked back home w aishah. tmr is camp man :0 if there was no solo night walk, i will so look forward to it man :# was suppose to pack my stuffs on thursday, put delayed till sunday :o thats when laziness kicks in. saturday, when to velocity, walked, then to united square, had swensens. yum!(: then bought super nice cake, jealous? hahah, then when to clark quey, played 5 10 w a loser, so manage to drink C: smart yea? anyone who wants a game? hahah, ciaos, won't be posting till after camp. so ciao, miss me yea?:D

2009-05-22T14:42:00.000+09:00

got back my lite, 51/80, english, 25/50, power much? hahah, wayne& sayyiad studied for th literature, while aishah& i didn't, & we pass, while they fail, so the morale of the story is, don't study is better, hahah. ok, forgot what happened during school :0 stm man. i need to buy so many things for the camp man :/ hell man, & i don't have a cap, anyone? hahah. walked home w aishah and amni, then amni& i ate ice-cream& walked back, then the stupid person who made the ice-cream is like so ___ man. she make also don't know how man. she make like until outside the cone man, somemore so little man, :@ hell man, it made my skirt so dirty man. _l_
_a____ are so fuck man i tell, you i just can't take it anymore, when your not good at it, don't do it, please, the sight& sound of it is hurting other people man, fuck of man bitches, mother fuckers.

2009-05-21T15:32:00.000+09:00

got my biology, 28/50, histort, 29/50. those who fail don't sad, just keep trying c; those who did better than me, good for you _l_ then in class jerron was like fuck man i tell you, he said i put tissue (only he, me, aishah & haikal knows what it means :# ) then we fought, he take weapon, and my weapon also man. _l_ and he hit bought my infront and behind, there, man. fuck him. math, after exams ready, we still had to do work man. specifically, victoria's MYE 2008. fuck la chee bye. gonna start to pack my camp stuffs cause i know i'll take a long time, & there might not even be enough time for me to pack man :S shoes, i have my water shoe ready, but for the land, should i wear my school shoe? or track shoe? hmm, thinking in progress, cause my laces school shoe are like dk where :0 and the journey is super long i tell you, its the dotted arrow. fuck man, so long distance, & i still don't have so many things :o but, i'm so not gonna chicken out now, that is so __ man. ok, type wrong in the last post. today is then suppose to be 6 more days :# thinking of changing my blogskin, but am too lazy too, suggestions? c: but i think i'll change after i'm back from my camp, >_<> people are weird man, they ask me to link them when they don't: link me, invite me, or leave the link/ stupid much? fucky sucky bucky. :/

2009-05-20T17:02:00.000+09:00

got my other results, physics 29/50, chinese 30.5/70, but lucky my overall pass, 55/100 (: art, i bloodly fail man :@ morning had public canning, again. suay suay sit in front again, so can see evrything. clearly. plus when Mr Sam canes, water will spray on to me man. i'm not even the one getting caned, & can even feel pain, what about those getting can man? :# having camp from 26-27 May at ubin. had a briefing just know, which was making me more scared man :$ they said about the lighting and thunder while kayaking round the island, pray that the will be none. then about capsing the kayak _l_. they also said that if we do not cover ourselves w sunblock or clothe, we WILL be tan, as in like lobster red man :0 hell no man, this was not how i predicted it man, i though it will be pure fun, then take our time. to make things worst they said somehing about the channel(?) where the huge huge ships will be passing thru, somemore the distance is like this - man. & its during officw hours. fuck. the also said that there will be night walk there. SOLO. fuck the person who planned it man. i having night walk in school w huge group of people am already scared, now you want me to have in solo? in ubin? UBIN?! siao la the person. super scared man, sigh, now the only thing i can do about it is to pack my bag, and try looking forward to it. otw home, my ice-cream dripped like fuck man. then when i screamed, amni screamed too, vv loudly man. super funny man. ahahhah. 5 more days to camp. looking for to the sleepover C:

2009-05-19T15:24:00.000+09:00

got my results back!(: got 72 for math, 38.5/ 50 for f&n , but neh neh jiao even better, 86 for math, 49/80 for lite, 16/30 for compo, power right? (((: yay us! hahah, Alvin and Sayyiad are fucky man i tell you, the keep on hitting me, _l_ then Mr Cheang saw, then call them out. ha, serve them right, Lite was free period cause teacher didn't come, yay us. am freaking lazy to poast man :# hey people, of your results not what you expected, don't sad, just smile and continue to work hard!(: hahha, then otw back, aishah, me talk alot man, && she is so rude! hahah, post more when i feel like to C: ciao

2009-05-18T17:33:00.000+09:00

too tired to post anything now man, my eyelids are like closing ready >_* so will talk short. saturday Yien had party, sunday trained to orchard, pennisula, for shopping :D jealous? hahha, today, when to punggol was raining man :0 sighs* tmr have to go to school :( am scared to take my results back man. pictures are promised, when i'm not lazy :$

2009-05-15T12:50:00.000+09:00

hell yea man, exams are over, and i am a free person! (: ok so now i'm gonna catch up w the fun, movies, what-so-ever, that i miss while mugging, so ciao (: happy celebrating!C:

2009-05-14T13:34:00.000+09:00

last day of exams, then i'm free :D k, today so was funny! i was me, Aishah, Wayne went to D&T room to take their stuff, then Krish was behind, then we quickly ran i left him behind. then he started running, so cute man, you should have seen it! so until the stairs there then i stop, then Krish caught me, pulled so hard man, i nearly fell man, then i was like "why pull me?" and he was like "cause you pang sei me" -.- hahah, then i continued to chase him, then i accidently tore his shirt pocket man, hahahhahah. (((: dk how to explain, but there and then was super duper funny man. ok, so exams, i think i 'm gonna fail both my F&N and lite man. the F&N so many qns idk, so suka suka anyhow right, then lite, stuped teacher so just exam to pg 77 only, but its the whole damn book man, and i've only read till pg 29 >_<>Happy Birthday Yien!

2009-05-13T14:37:00.000+09:00

woo-hoo, 2 more days, exams are over!C: claps* yay, can have super much fun. lol, today had history and art, history i finish just on time when teacher ask us to stop writting, i just ended, hahah, timing accurate aye? hahah, then art, i didi my dream, then i drew me as super superman(girl) hahah, funny man, especially the underwear. was suppose to paint but mine are not water color, so didn't. so needed to color. :0 was coloring half way when i gave up, was fucking tiring man. _l_ so in the end, i color a little then left the rest all white, smart right? but i think i'll do better then last year. last year was fuck, this year was better then fuck. outside the class had pails of water for painting, i didn't need but still took it, just for the sake of taking it. -.-then that damn thing spilled. on my leg man. fuck it. really wonder man, how can those people who draw alot, v nicely and finish painting, outlining, drawing it, everything and have time to spare? when mine is oh-so-sucky, and still can't finish laughs, was walking home, nearly got knocked down by car, lucky the driver horn, if not now i'm in the hostpital ready. see la Aishah, talk talk, make me nearly die. hahah, kidd only. its the 2nd time man :S

2009-05-12T15:30:00.000+09:00

lots of things happen man for the pass few days, put i just can't rmb hahah, but here are the key points, hahah : MAS SELAMAT GOT CAUGHT, YAY! C:
: exam already started and i'm so stressed out by it :S
: treated to Billy Bombers for studying (:
: saw JJ, miss her oh-so-v-much!(((:
: celebrated my father's, Yien's , Gen's birthday.
: celebrated mother's day again.
: loved michelle's & sc wedding, so glam, makes me feel so....
: i can not go for Aikido!:D
: celebrating Yien's birthday on Sat, again.
: school ok, otw home, Aishah had crumps stuck on her hair. ahahaah.
thats about all i think, didn't post on friday cause my dad came back and i'm not suppose to be using the laptop, so ya. so i quickly packed, and keep my stuff, you get the idea yea? so ya,

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2009-05-07T15:46:00.000+09:00

blogged alittle in the lab ready. stupid teacher hold us back so long, make us miss half our recess :@ _l_ no life, instead if ihum, had physics, YAY! lol? cause of that period im understanding physics much better C: but still am not that sure :0 teach me anyone ?:D hm, wanted to write about something, mut sunddenly forgot :0 stm. Mr ng, math teacher, is leaving us ready :( thats so fucking sad man, he each us for like a term ready, then leave, super sadded man. only when we start to lose things, then will we start to treasure it ._. his teaching is good ok, but its just that the class ain't listening, including me. hahah, thats why they think he can't teach. *Mr Timmy Ng, thanks for teaching us, and not go crazy. haha, even though we have been super noisy, and crazy, you didn't give up on us, but just carry on teaching. thats like, wow? cause if it was other teacher, they will blow their top and abandon us, but you didn't, you carried on teaching us. THANK YOU FOR TEACHING US! good luck in everything you do :D*like his name man, so cool, Timmy Timmy C: gosh, am super scared for exams now man, i know i should be studying and not blogging, but i can't just make myself do that ok, its just not me. i've tried, but to no avail. but i'm still gonna continue ok, i'm not gonna let ____ and ____ down after they have done so much for me :# sat w Aishah for lessons after recess, had alot of fun man, hahha. we sat in front of Jerron and Xinyuan, then they keep on doing stuff and we kept on laughing. then doing work half way, Jerron burped, LOUD. then we 3 laughed non-stop, then Aishah asked " where's your excuse me?" then he was like" oh ya, excuse me." hahahahahha, if you were there, you fuckingly laugh non-stop i tell you. then when Jerron was drinking water, iwanted to take away the bottle, but instead, it spilled on to Jerron' shirt. laughs! its super funny man, you should see that stupid innocent/shocked look on his face man, super funny man. hahah, then you know, when you hit the person at the tummy, its hard right? but his like soft like pillow, too much fats, hah. then he& Xinyuan keep on saying i'm flat chested _l_, stupid la, but itell you man, his boobs are really big, haha, if he see this i might die. ahah. there's a fucking bitch in my class man. fuck her la, chee bye, act cute in front of teachers, _l_ see also wanna bang wall man. super er xin can, fuck her la, you think teacher's will fall for it? please look in the mirror and re-think about it man. FUCK YOU BITCH! _l_

2009-05-07T10:22:00.000+09:00

currently am in the school's com lab blogging. its not my fault that i blog ok, its just that the class is way too boring man, zzz. it's just the second period of the day, but i'm already feelin oh-so-tired man :X realised i life calling people honey& sexy for no valid reason. hah. gosh, 1 more day left only, freaking out ma. have NEVER felt this scared for an exam before >_<>
hey honey, i'm sorry, but nows not the time, maybe after my wound heal yea?(: because now, i'm so v stresed out and busy, and i don't think i'm able to commit myself to the relationship. im sorry, but we live so far apart, & since th exams are nearing, im not able to travel so far, after exams maybe yea? i'm really sorry..

2009-05-06T15:41:00.000+09:00

sigh, currently am freaking out. gosh, exams are like coming, and i can't even memorise/remember a thing i study, how am i suppose to pass? .__. help man, i'm already trying my v best to absorb as much, but i just can't. but i'll still continue trying, cause i made a vow, i swear to keep to it. sigh. hmm, the subject i'm most worried is physic, i don't even understand a single thing teacher is saying man, how am i suppose to have exams?! gosh, anybody understand it? help me? please. morning, walked to school w Aishah, then otw there, we talked then she asked me to look on the ground when i walk, so water will not get into eyes, but just when i did i, i saw a frog, i nearly stepped on it man. i jumped man, literally. i was super freaked out by it. * SO PEOPLE WARNING, IF AISHAH GIVES YOU ANY SORT OF ADVICE, IGNORE IT, OR ELSE BAD STUFF WILL HAPPEN!* hahahah. class was super boring, which made me even more tired, cause the past few days, have been sleeping around 12-1am, then waking up at 6+, gosh man. i'm suffering from insomia, ithink, cause itry sleeping earlier, but i just can't, and when i wake up i feel not tired at all, but feel i have been awake all night :@ hell man, then in class will i feel tired _l_ , this how am i going to listen to what teacher teaches?! zzz, sleeping pills anyone? then otw back, walked past many banglas working then they started talking to me, "hello, how are you?" etc, which made me freak out am walk even faster. tuition got cancelled today, yay? i half want it, cause i really need help w my work, and half don't really want it, cause am too lazy and tired. sigh, dk why i feel so confused and vexed man... anw, Serene's throwing a party on 080509, at newton, should i go? or not. get well soon yea Beulah?C:

2009-05-05T15:39:00.000+09:00

hmm, ok. am still keeping to my vow, ihope. gagags, got to prove them wrong :! morning have temperature check again. 2 times a day man, no life. hahah. bore, zzz. followed by f&n but miss siti didn't come, so had 2 hours of free period, yay me! skipping the rest cause they're a bore. math, had test, then i just look at others, then mr ng will be like " shuzhen, what are you doing? don't look at other people's" then came to table " do you know that if it's in exam, i could take away your people and give you a zero" rolls eyes* wth man, its my paper, then its my problem right? literature, the teacher is sooo ____ man. she doesn't even know how to pronouce FILM, a simple word properly wonder how they allow her to be a teacher man .__. curse and swears* later have fucking aikido(again ) stupid man, how can people endure it?!:@ hell no man _l_
sigh, didn't know it would be this hard to keep to a vow man, just because of it, i totally worn out. sigh, had another fight. stupid man, why does it always have to be my fault, when its obviously yours? sigh, can people to justice please, i sick and tired of being accused freqeuntly, i have a limit like everyone else. once its pushed, i'll turn nasty, so please don't force me to do that, please. i survived, days wo you are painful, but i'll try, w all my v best to forget you oh-so-cleanly, ipromise i will, i just need time. i swear, that i'll carry on w life like before, and live like you never existed, but it'll be after the big wound you left in my heart heals.. 3 more days.

2009-05-04T16:30:00.000+09:00

hmm, didn't know studying studying could be so stressful man, but i vowed to pass, so i shan't give up half way, but just a little more push, i could crumple onto the floor and have a massive nervous breakdown. if i'm lucky, i could recover and get on w my life, but if i'm not, it's goodbye. D: help please, i have since get on w my life after ____ left, but i still feel empty in m heart wo him, i need him like a heart needs a beat. but who cares? i shall try all my damn best to forget about him, and return to time when he wasn't around. i promise, I WILL DEFINETLY FORGOT ___. i can't withstand anymore more breakdowns, be or studies or love, so please do not do this to me anymore :@ i can't handle it. i have made a vow, & i shall stick to it and be true to it and not the other way round. i swear, i would be able to it, so ____, ____, ____, give a chance, i will prove it to you. people say brain is like a sponge, it can absorb many things and never break, but i beg to differ. what teacher taught, what i memorize, are all long forgotten, so that theory is not 100% true, but only 50%. cause, i still can rmb, stuffs that happen long before v vividly, and how much i enjoyed my long weekend. now, if i absorb anymore, i can feel that my brain is on the verge of exploding.

2009-04-27T16:02:00.001+09:00

its a long story made short ok. tuesday: had oral, was mrs aziz at first but later on changed to ms anne, i was heng like man. if it was really mrs aziz i would fucking freak-out man, but overall i think it was ok :S night, had Aikido, was sucky, then there was one excercise, we had to kneel there, but the small kids crawled there. and they crawl near my ass that they could lick it man, literally. wednesday: had math remedial, & half they class wasn't listening, so its like have remedial also no point man. & i really really want to study and pass man, but my parents are like wtf ok, think i can't do anything _l_, i even did a 'motivational' poster for myself man. haha :D thursday: nothing interesting, but i realised that i can't keep to my vows man. i vow never to talk to ____ again, but i still did. i vowed never to care about _____, but i can't make myself do it :( & i vowed never to get my heart broken again, but it still did. D: sigh. i thought that slashing could make my heartache go away, but it did'nt. it made it more painful, i was so naive to belive that it could actually relive my pain . :# sigh, i really wish i had a time machine and i could turn back time, so that i would never know you, and never would have to do thru this kind of pain :X

2009-04-27T16:02:00.000+09:00

lazy to type, so i'll let the pictures tell the story yea? and guess what?, i realised ppl can really be so fucking stupid man :# anw, enjoy the pictures yea?C:

2009-04-24T12:01:00.000+09:00

woo-hoo, school ended early today (: later might go t3 to study (: lols, && i create facebook, so add me yea?(: blog more later.

2009-04-23T18:04:00.000+09:00

so, ok school today was fun manszxs, laughed alot. became super hyper man. hahahah, gonna skip th lessons cause they were really boring except when Aishah and i were laughing. hahahah, was super funny man. then after school since Aishah had netball, Amni sick, didn't go ccm, i skipped too, then went to mac w Vanessa and Aysqin to study, we seriously studied man, i have prove :D hahah, before i left me & Vanessa(Weinisa) went to fairprice to but seleuro (sp?) was super nice man!(: then walked home. tmr school till 10. yay! sunce my mama not in sing, don't know if my dad will allow me to go out or not. hmm, sadded, hope he does :X

2009-04-22T15:38:00.000+09:00

ok, yesterday, hmm.. details yea, i forgot what happend yesterday, but knew i had an sovenier from xplorer kids. hahah, and Aikido was fucking painful and tiring man, especially when you ar sick and aching all over. i nearly died man, literally. so today school was ok, blah blah, was suppose to go an d ring th victory bell w th other girls but did'n't cause you know... and guess what i need to pay $66.4 dor th coaching and jersey man. $66.4 man!! gosh so much man :0 so just now was super funny man while walking home w aishah we talked about yesterday, while me, vanessa, asyqin peid me home, saw the gays, they were like "excuse me" thank you" and w th attiude, face and dressing. super funny ok. && just now, my ice-cream dripped on my skirt and look like bird shit ok. :@ && we copy somebody big size w th stupid voice and walk, super funny man. i am currently laughing my ass off :D hahahahahah gonna watch fast & furios, toodles ♥

2009-04-21T18:46:00.000+09:00

lalala, so today was you know... hmm, so ok. forgot what happened, gonna summerise about th day, in 150 words? lawl, so after school went to white sands then to e!hub to study, then back to ws library w Vanessa, then met Asyqin there. so did a little more work, then went to buy ice-cream at fairprice. NICE!:D outside is lime, inside is vanilla, forgot what it's called, starting w S i think. so after that, Vanessa and Asyqin peied me home, then after the left. good right my summary? hahah, details tmr yea?(: having to go for Aikido later even though i'm sick. Fuck _l_